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Thursday, June 26, 2008
My Boring Life's Update.
11:26 PM Got back RER and APM results too. my 's results Shucks! PYM - 46/100 (E+) ABT - 80/100 (A) APM - 58/100 (D+) RER - 70/100 (B) If LSM's a C there I got all the grades available already. But anyway i am going for the retest for PYM :( I got totally ZERO motivation to go to school nowdays. & I survived 4 days of school already. (since school started). Monday was hellday 9-6 tuesday was better 1-5 Wednesday was bad again 9-6. Today is the worst ! 8am-6pm. By the time i reached home. I'm half dead already :( Went for the talk about third year attachment thing one. I want to choose IAP. But, looking at my results now. I can't help but think that I can forget about even getting my 2nd choice. Okays, nevermind. Shall work harder and maybe can get the choice i want. I shall not skip any lesson anymore. But all the lecture seriously sucks big time. Today RER lecture is like super stupid. That teacher bought some very cheap skate marshmallow. & tried to FLIRT with those guys again =.- using the marsh mallow as bait. I'm totally disgusted. Ewwws. I tried saving up some money today. But I just can't resist the urge of eating :( Somemore is go canteen do project. How to concentrate without food ? random : Diep say I FATTER already :D Monday, June 23, 2008
School Reopen
7:19 PM First day of school since that 2 weeks of holidays. Got back two papers today. PYM and ABT. I flunked PYM paper :( By 2marks! Omg. Better prepare well for re-test. If only I didt draw out a stupid time line. Then I should have done well, i think. :( What's surprising is that, I've done well for my ABT -.- That ABT teacher still ask me to guess my marks when I go and take the paper. So childish. Hahaha. & thanks god he forgotten about the stupid practical 2 incident already :D Two hours break was spent with the diamonds, Tracy,dima (diep) and aini. chit-chatting and all that. & very random : Lecture is hell boring ! :p Friday, June 20, 2008
2nd Month ! ;D
1:55 AM 18 June Marked our second month together :) Our initial plan to book a sentosa hut was cancelled due to unforeseeable circumstances :( So, Just a simple day out together, But going to anywhere is great as long as it is with my love love. :D     ( I know I look very dumb with the *twist* pose). & baobei say I look pale in all the picture & that I am uglier in photos Which is sad to say but true :( ------------------------------------------------------ So, we went to watch Movie. Kung Fu Panda. Although It is my second time watching, I still like it :) I liked all the character in it. Esp the panda ! & also gaming at the arcade. Tried a new stupid game. Must walk around and fight the enemies one. So Lame But very fun! Baobei game over before me. Heh. So I won :) (P.s I Hate shooting game cause I always lose.) After that went to great world city for kenny rogers'. I liked the roasted wings there and its muffins, and the mashed potatoes is the best mashed potatoes I ever eaten. :D Very full after the whole meal. But still went down to holland V for ice-cream. ;) I got a very pretty planner as present. Very Nice But expensive. and I gave my baobei a boxes of coupons :) Shall not elaborate more. I 'm going back to bed. Although I had already sleep in for one whole day. Due to those stupid cramps. Hate it totally! Grrrsssss. Tuesday, June 17, 2008
In my family, there's only mum and me and maybe sis.
10:06 PM Few days ago , I had a big quarrel with my dad and sis. I hate my dad cause he show favourites and always tell lies to my mum. Although my mum is somewhat annoying when she nag. At least she did her part as a mother and give me pocket money every month. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My dad ? Didt contribute to the family. Come home as and when he like and throw temper at us. Demand respect from us when he doesnt even deserve it a single bit. Always like to interfere when me and sis is argueing and ALWAYS claim that I am in the wrong When he want to borrow money from my mum, He is all nice and promise to return it. When my mum got no money and press him for it, He just lie to her and tell her some stupid reasons for not being able to return her the sum of money. and the list just goes on and on about why my dad dont deserve to be my dad. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That day, me and sis quarrel over some small matters. She didt return me something that she is supposed to and promised to. When I told her about it, She just act deaf. Feeling pissed off, I scolded her. I hate it when she sleep in till late noon everyday when she can actually use the time to earn money instead of taking it from my mum. and that she is really LAZY. to the extent that she rather strave to death than go downstairs and buy food. Okays, so I made some comments saying that she is useless and a lazy bum. Then dad came back and my sis just cried. As you all could have guessed, I got a big scolding from my dad. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ The first time he scolded me. I shouted back at him cause it is totally none of my fault. In his eyes, it's always my fault. He always think that I am bullying my sister. and when she did anything wrong , she can get away with it easily. Cause my dad will always back her up and scold me or something. ----------------------------------------------------------------- The second time he scolded me, I acted deaf and watch tv. Which made him more angry. --------------------------------------------------------------- Then after that sis and him was preparing to watch dvd together. and she stupidly sit on the glass table and broke it. and dad shouted at me to go and clear it up when I am doing my project half-way. Which got me real pissed. I did't broke that glass table. It's totally none of my business. He got really angry after shouting at me to clear the things after a few attempts. Then what made him blow his top is when I stared at him. Then he started shouting at me and scolding me. saying that I am disrespectful to him and that I 'm not earning my own money now and I am already very rude to him when I am using his money. (which is so not true). Firstly, I didt use his money except for the monthly bus concession stamp of $52. My mum is the one of pay for my food and all the bills at home. Secondly, I am earning my own money, for goodness sake. Lastly, Respect is to be earned not demanded. So, please dont expect me to respect you when you are so totally not worth it. DAD. so what ? Being a male doesnt make you greater than a female and being the dad of the family doesnt make you the head of the family. & He threatened to NOT pay my school fees again. acting like he paid my school fees the previous semester and acting like without him paying it i will die. And hoping that I might be nice and maybe beg him to pay for me. Which he wouldt in the end cause he got no money left after giving it to that woman outside. I am not abit threatened by it. Cause I know that mum will pay for me like before and that even if she doesn't I can pay it myself. Then he say something about " don't think I don't know what you are doing outside. You are either going for stayover at your friend's house or bringing your friend over". That means he knew all along that I am together with baobei and we are not straight. whatever. The society is so open nowdays. You just walk along any streets and you can spot quite a numbers of not straight people. and for your information, I dont like girly girls! Maybe just butch. and I still like guys. & if my dad ever dare to question me about it. I am going to tell him that whatever he say is not going to stop me from anything. and he has no rights to do so as I dont want to be stupid woman like mum when I grow up Who get married with a guy like dad and have to tolerate him for so many years. hanging on to their marriage even when she jolly well know that my dad dont love her anymore as he got a woman outside. Cause of us, the kids. Mum said that she dont want us to suffer cause if she divorce dad , then we dont have a house to stay in anymore. Seriously, I'm sick of staying in the same flat with my dad. He throw temper at us and smoked so much that make our house so smoky and smelly. Last time when I was young, I can recall him using a cigar butt to burn my hand cause I didt stop crying when he ask me to.
& once, he tried throwing a ashtray at us, but missed cause we moved abit. If not, We would had bleed cause that ashtray is those hard and heavy one & that ashtray broke into many pieces when after he threw it.
Plus, He like to make us fear him by doing all sort of nonsense stuffs. Once, when I was 11 and my sister was 9. He throw us out of the house cause we dont wanto sleep early and he think all kids should sleep early. & it was like 2am in the morning. We only got back into the house after more than an hour. Can you all imagine ?
& He make everyone of us listen to his every commands. Which most of it is rubbish and in my opinion doesnt do us good. He forced us to cut our hair real short when we were young and make me do well for my maths by pressuring cause he liked mathes. wtf. when I get a 95 marks or something I would get a scolding instead of a praise cause I lose the other 5 marks due to careless mistake. Have he ever thought about how I earned the 95 marks due to my hard work, instead of the stupid 5 marks that prevented the perfect score? and the rest of the subjects he think that they are not so important. Fuck. I am not going to live in fear of him anymore now that I have already grown up. Chase me out of the house ? I can go and stay at my friends'. Big deal. & I am proud to announce that I am not going to take any money from him from now onwards. Not even a single cent. I'll work extra days to earn the money for my bus concession instead of taking it from him. He can save that amount of money to use when he grows old. Cause, I am not going to take care of him or give him money when I make my own money. Only to mum. Maybe, you guys might think that it is unfillial. But whatever, I think he deserve it.
From now onwards , if anybody ask about my family , I will say there's only mum and me , and maybe sis.
Happier Moments :)
9:30 PM Working at Kids'craft at TM Tzewei and Huiqi are fun collegues. They made me laugh all the time lah. What can be better than earning money and at the same time having fun right ? :D Then they both loved singing and cam-whoring. I didt sing along cause my voice still abit weird due to that sore throat days ago. Haha. & us girls's going for a singing session when we all get our pay :D Some pictures taken that day. More with Huiqi. Shall upload and add to this post when she send it to me :)        P.S. I think i look very ugly in all the pictures :( Sunday, June 15, 2008
CHBY!
10:18 AM  My internet connection just sucks! The rest got eaten up i think or maybe another car run over it again. Sunday, June 1, 2008
Common Test :(
8:54 PM The Past few days are spent studying. Yesterday was work at Kids Craft at vivocity. It was a very big event. We had something like a obstacle race ? then many teams signed up. So basically, they had to solved out where is the 8 stations located all over the gigantic vivocity, find us and do something. So fun for them. But boring for us! But, Its good too. Cause I made some new friends there. :D Today was a fruitful day spent on studying. I studied from 8am+ to like 5pm. With Xaby at starbucks. Then, the world is sooo small. While waiting for Xaby, I saw Derek. Then he sit down to study with me. Then his friend came, the the friend twin brother & 3 friends also come and join. One of the friend's twin brother's friend is this guy working in mos burger which I saw during the annual dinner and dance. what a co-incidence. Then Polly Ow, a good friend from primary 5 came with some 2 guys, wenqin and chongkai which also I know from primary school. Then they all know, Derek's friend. & they started talking about Yifang and denise and some others ppls from SKPS. All i know who. Oh God, I think everybody dont get what I am talking about. It's okays. To all my friend : SHOO! ignore this post and go study for your common test :) You had just wasted like 2-5 mins reading nonsence :P & I did something nice today. Xaby is sad cause Ivan is away in HK. So I told her a nice Rui En joke :) Very Random. |
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 SEVENTEEN 30 October 1990. NP-REB EX.CVSS,SKPS,GPS Her Loves ,     My Girls (:    Cravings, Digital camera. White/Pink PSP. New Handphone take 0ut braces. Clearer skin :( More Dresses and tops Nice new bag ! Re-funish bedroom. Higher GPA of 3.4 ? ENJOY my life. Learn Piano. Gain Weight to 43kg. More Money! Trip to KL with my girls during the termbreak. Trip to Tioman/redang/Hongkong during holidays with baobei. Trip to Japan next year end! Memorable Eighteen birthday. To be officially eighteen End of year 2 To be happy Everyday & Everyone of you to be happy too :D plugboard
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